Val dislikes funeral

When i reached grandma's yesterday, mom asked me to wear the clothing that the grandchildren should be wearing these five days. This is the 1st time when i dislike a new baju that much. After changing, i went forward to look at grandma for the 1 last time. I saw her lying in the coffin, closing her eyes so tightly and looking very peaceful. She looked as if she was smiling to every1 of us, or is it her face was a bit swollen? I want to believe that she was smiling. I want to belive that she is totally free of all da pain and sorrow now.