2012

some say, 2012 means the end of the world.
some say, 2012 means the beginning of a new hope.
no matter how u see it, i wish u a very happy new year;)

random 2.0

like always.its been so long!
baby cho 2.0 is already 2 months old.talkative and very active:)

nxt week, my colleague will be back frm her maternity leave.phew.its finally over.but i guess its not over yet, until all the stocks that i ordered arrived safely.*fingers crossed* i guess the job is too much for me to handle. couldnt help to have very frequent nightmares. no stocks, wrong stocks, no money etc. i quited coffee for these few months as i couldnt differentiate coffee induced tachycardia from stress.lol..

its december!christmas is just around the corner. christmas is not just about santa, present, chocolate or singapore(?)haha.its time to rmb bout out the christ, our lord:)

just read pao's blog. a sentence caught my eyes. "...living my life according to a typical template." what do i really want frm my life? i guess im not too sure yet. a fren used to say something bout normal distribution or bell shape kinda stats thingy. i guess i have been living my life in that bell shape graph. safe and normal.

m i living my life? or m i just spending my everyday, finishing up my life?

ohhhh so deeep:D

have a lovely december ppl!

random 1.0

we spent our whole life remembering passwords. all sort of accounts, different combinations. at the end of the day, we got them all mixed up.

it has been two months plus since i sit down n blog. my mind has been running here n there, so much to ponder but too lil patience to actually sit down n write.

been busy at work. there are times we hate to be the someone whom ppl expect u to noe everything. there are times we wished to just hide inside the drawer when ppl were calling ur name again n again. but i guess god has given me this opportunity to learn more. so im grateful=) despite all the complaints.

i need to control my temper. anger management class in need perhaps.

best fren is in love!*wink wink u noe who u are* more updates are needed if u are reading this! hopefully there are still place to squeeze in when i go to kl nxt time! :D

im so fat. i need to lose weight. even mom said that im seriously fat.lol.seriously.

i feel reluctant to go to yoga class each time, but when im done i feel happy, like this------->:D

i want to go on a vacation too.


i miss nz, especially dunedin and all my gals!

baby cho 2.0 is on her way.hehehe.

okay.thats all.

ta!!

Happy 1st bday baby cho

happy bday baby.auntie valerie pray for the best for u. may ur life be filled with joy, love and countless blessings.

Men that will nvr turn in to passerby...

...are the men we had loved.

U may not love him anymore, u may not rmb much about the past, u may be in love with someone else but the man/men that u had loved will just nvr become another ali muthu or ah chong.

val is back=)(again)

Was struggling for at least 30 minutes trying to write things down in Chinese, just like how i loved to do few yrs back. then i realized my "pinyin" suck big time now.lol. argh, perhaps next time.

question of the day,
how far is a dream from reality??

Val's nom nom trip!

going to follow a fren to go back to hometown kampar this coming weekend.Ppl always say that the famous food there is the bean sprout chicken! i dnt mind chicken.but can i dnt want the bean sprout?LOL.cant wait for the trip though.everyone needs a get-away!

Val is shocked...

..to hear some rumors.

I hope ppl stop spreading rumors n stop creating stories based on their own imagination.

The last thing that i want is to get told off once more.

Val has no idea anymore.

i have no idea how to live, how to fake my smile, how to escape frm the pain, how to not doubt my own confidence, how to continue doing works that i dnt understand, how to remain calm when ppl keep trying to challenge my patience, how to trust, how to heal, how to forget, how to stop dwelling in the past, how to let go the awful feeling of being untrusted, how to look at ppl renewing the calender everyday.

how to wake up one day, not thinking bout u.



this is too emo.dnt read it if u r not.

Val used to be a weird kid...

...and she is still weird now.
i dislike ppl push me to do things, even if i wanted to do it in the first place.
i dislike how ppl hardsell their products, insurance, service or even ideology.
the harder ppl push it, the more reluctant i would be.

weirdo

val feeel disgusted

that politicians nowadays are so lack of creativity.

val says

yes i saw u...

Val's simon

may u rest in peace. be a good angel up there. say hi to mei yi k?

i hope i'd loved u more.

Val's memory

回忆不像电脑文件，删除了就不见。
我惟有阻止自己继续想念。努力往前。

Val's 3 yrs anniversary is coming sooooon

17 March 2008, I started working as a pharmacist.

and now, 17 March 2010 is just less than 1 month away=)

Time flies, no doubt bout that.

What has happened in this 3 yrs?

Hmm...other than cutting my hair short then kept it long then cut it again...nothing much has happened, I think.

What do u think?=))

val's rabbit yr

农历年的前夕，你让我明白，没什么值得眷恋的了。

就当作梦一场吧。

我会假装一切从没发生。

val is glad...

...that you stay=)

Val hopes...

...everyday is a good day. But how is it possible?

Life is all about ups and downs.
Life is all about telling the truth 1 second too late and feeling ARGHH...
Life is all about not getting what u wish for and u can do nothing about it.
Life is all about faking a smile and carry on with all the challenges.

anyway, Anthony Neely is so cute.

(HAHAHA. So bipolar, frm emo to cute guy.)

Val's 2011

1st day of the new yr has passed just like any other days.

Probably i shd list down some new yr resolutions and to check if i have achieved any at the end of the yr!
-Spend more time with God
-Spend more quality time with family
-Brush up my driving skill
-Spend less time in frnt of the computer
-Lose some weight, like SERIOUSLY
-Save more money
-Think twice, 3 times, 4 times, 10000 times before i act
-Njoy my singlehood
-Keep all my promises

Love to start things afresh.
happy 2011 everyone!=)