Val is back...

... from her moo moo land.

Of course she hasn't turned into a kiwi. She is still the val, but a lil stronger.=) Praise to Lord.

I always thought that 2010 is a very very bad year for me. Nothing good has happened. I became so negative, so grey and so not me. So i decided to go back to my moo moo land, to look for the old me and to continue living from there.

Im glad i did=) Looking at the place i used to live in, talking to the ppl that i adore, sitting in the church that i became Valerie Cho, i realized that God has nvr abandoned me.

2010 is not such a bad year after all. baby cho joins the family, pama's marriage gt blessed in da church, mom received her 1st sacrament after 36 yrs, sis has started going to classes and she will get baptised nxt yr.

I am so blessed.=)))

Val's latest fav 朋友们都结婚去了

在努力追寻幸福的路上，我也曾经以为我遇见了对的人。

Val and OJ

Can i bring OJ to nz?haha.so i can have someone to cuddle and sleep with when im there!

Val's wedding

It will be 11.11.11 in one year time.=)
Been telling everyone that i will get married on this date.
Of course its only a joke.
But i dnt mind to have a big feast on that day, we can still yamseng and cut cake and stuff cant we?
HAHAHA

As long as i have fun :D

Val is feeling a lil stressed up...

...that she just want to hide at a corner  to cry and to pretend that she has disappeared.

Val's memory

曾经，我以为现实是肤浅的。

曾经，我以为只要爱你就够了。

Val loves scary movie

but why didn't i find the child's eye scary?
T_T

Val 发现。。。

。。。一切都会过去的。
好的，坏的，不好不坏的。

Val is attending yoga classes!

hehehe.
its fun twisting the body to weird positions!

Val's "it's been too long"

it has been too long...
我纵容自己沉浸在悲伤里， 太久了。

Val's prince charming

...doesnt have to be a prince.
and he doesnt have to be charming.

but he has to stay, till we both grow old=)

Val's PRP

This is when i love my PRP, serving the patients like her own family.*touched*
JuiJienNg.
im trying to make her famous here :P

Val's love love love

Mom on a massage chair with big sis.
simply love:)))

Val's baby dou dou

I always think that ppl who are afraid of dog will freak out when they see how i cuddle with my dou dou.
Its like how ppl play with lion or crocodiles in the circus i guess.LOL

Val had fun.lots of fun.

A mooncake festival celebration without a moon and any mooncake can still be fun, with the company that i adore=)

Val misses her long hair

ppl said i look nicer with my short hair but somehow i miss my long hair!

Val's thought of the day

If falling in love will make some1 dumb, i will choose to stay wise then.

Val's relationship

Someone asked the gf not to listen to me when it comes to relationship matters as i have nvr made a relationship work. I found it quite funny at first. Then, when i gave it a deeper thought, maybe he was right. I dont know=). I dnt even know how to define a "working relationship"( is there such word?lol) If it meant a marriage, a "live- happily-ever-after" relationship. Then i think, he was right. I dnt have any of that. But that doesnt mean that i dnt want to make it work, i just couldnt=) so, thank u very much.

Val's weekend is over...

...too soon!

I dnt even have time to savour it and its gone.

Been feeling sick on and off recently and that is NOT GOOD! Friends told me that it was a sign showing tt im too stressed up. Am i? Im not sure.ha! Probably. But I have been trying to ignore things which are going to make me stressed up n upset. Its not good to ignore our own feelings i noe. But that is the best way i could think of at the moment. I noe, everything will be good very soon as some1 told me b4, God will nvr give us burden which is heavier than we can bear. *love it*

Wait a minute, prolly im not stressed up, im just lack of vitamin C, water, rest n exercise!hehe.im so going to cut down on my french fries and stop my "trying out french fries all over malacca" mission.

okies.
This is a pic where i took with my working pass.
Just to see what has "time" done to me:P
p/s: ppl always think that i look better in my working pass pic.

Val cant believe that it is happening...

...in less than 10 days time.

But,this is the truth.

val's假装

我不想假装我过得很好。

Val's new haircut

before

after

Not much diff huh?haha but i like it. i actually look much younger now=P

Val's visit to the chinese traditional tabib

is it ok for a pharmacist to visit a chinese traditional tabib?hahaha.but i was so desperate for something which can take away my cough!and i found his syrup is more tolerable than western med syrup. oh ppleaseeeee. i want to get well soon=(((

Val's sweethearts

i just couldnt help to *melt* when i see both my sweethearts sitting side by side.

Val dislikes funeral

When i reached grandma's yesterday, mom asked me to wear the clothing that the grandchildren should be wearing these five days. This is the 1st time when i dislike a new baju that much. After changing, i went forward to look at grandma for the 1 last time. I saw her lying in the coffin, closing her eyes so tightly and looking very peaceful. She looked as if she was smiling to every1 of us, or is it her face was a bit swollen? I want to believe that she was smiling. I want to belive that she is totally free of all da pain and sorrow now.

Val's dilemma

IF i were just a pharmacist and she was just a normal patient then thing is pretty simple. I see a prob or a condition, i look for a solution, and i act.

BUT i were not just a pharmacist, i am her grand daughter. and she is not JUST a patient, she is my one n only grandma.

There is a very long journey from a prob to a solution if u are a patient's family member. The pt is not just a subject who is receiving a treatment. For u, the pt is not someone wearing green, lying on the bed unresponsive. She is someone who smiled to u and urged u to eat the roasted duck she bought last weekend. She is someone who is always worried bout u even though u are all grown up. She is that someone who u call grandma.

i just hate this.

Val's words for ah mah

Ah mah,

Please get well soon. Please get well soon and come home with us. Please, Ah mah.


Val wants to rmb the feelings she felt at the hospital today. Val wants to rmb them by heart, and nvr take things for granted again.

Val's baby cho!

There is this evry cute pic of baby cho that i want to share!
The sweetest smile ever i tell ya=)

Like auntie like nephew.(ehem...)

Val's question of the day!

I hv met lots "miss/cik" thoughout my life. Like my teachers in school, my big boss, my dispensers...I cant help but to find some similarities in them like workaholic, extremely strict, bit restless at times,"ngiao" etc...

So, my question is that, is their marital status due to their personalities, OR they become like this coz they are not married???

If its because of the latter1, i want to get married STAT!hahahahhaha.i dnt12 become like that!

hmm...perhaps its just another "chicken vs egg" question where we will nvr get an exact answer!

val's recent fav book

Sam Bourne is awesome. He will keep u reading n reading once u have started the 1st page. I have finished his The Final Reckoning but i still think that The Righteous Men is the best. Cant wait to pay the bookstore another visit n look for his book=)


Oh ya, he also made me fall in love with history (at least for now =p).


Hope u guys love it too!


p/s: thanks so much to jia hui who lend me this great book!!muah muah!

val's warmest welcome!

1st day, 1st post.

a huge hug to everyone that is reading!